Jesus rises, standing in a synagogue on the Sabbath. His fellow Jews gaze at him as he clears his throat. He reads from Isaiah.
The eyes of all in the synagogue were fixed on him . . . (Luke 4:20)
This is not just any synagogue in the backwaters of the Roman Empire, for it is the place of worship in Jesusâ€™ hometown. Where he had been brought up, the Gospel of Luke declared. He is in a familiar room, once seen through the eager or bored eyes of youth, once a place where his father was protectively near him, once a place whereâ€”like all childrenâ€”he might vanish behind an adultâ€™s broad back or say something insightful and have everyone focus their attention on him. This was home. These were friends.
He is Joseph and Maryâ€™s kid.
In a village, wouldnâ€™t everyone have a memory? Was Jesus recalled as the child with the quick wit, or the far-away look, or the sad eyes, or maybe an infectious laugh? A hundred distinctive voices could say, I remember when: Jesus ran home, chased by an angry hive of bees or when he stayed by Josephâ€™s side and helped his old man finish a carpentry project or was the one who found that lost lamb after it wandered from the flock. They would remember. He was one of theirs. All of them in the sweltering, stark place of worship had yelled at, nodded to, chatted with, scolded, praised and greeted the boy Jesus.
Now somethingâ€™s different.
Heâ€™s a man. Grown. Up.
Rumors about Joseph and Maryâ€™s son included an encounter with the oddball John the Baptizer while the Jordanâ€™s muddy water flowed around them. A few Pharisees were overheard whispering about the â€œtrouble-maker from Nazareth.â€ Even a Roman soldier had recounted a story that he said Jesus first told. There was (pardon the modern phrase) some buzz about the local lad.
There were snippets of discussion about the length of time he wandered in the wilderness. All by himself, some said. Didnâ€™t take any food, others guessed. Gone for weeks. No, it was only for days. Never happened, a few mutter. They might argue this, but no one had asked Jesus how long, where, why, or even if. Sometimes, isnâ€™t it more fun to gossip and speculate?
Now here Jesus was, back home, reading those stirring verses from Isaiah: The spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to bring good news to the poor. Oh, how they love to hear those ancient words. And yet, many cringe whenever Isaiahâ€™s hope is proclaimed
Why cringe? Because they are the poor and forgotten. None in Nazarethâ€™s synagogue will ever trod the boulevards of Rome. They donâ€™t need to visit to understand that faraway cityâ€™s opulence, its emperors, its weapons and wealth and wrathful ways. Those distant rich lord over these poor fools. Everyone they know in Galileeâ€”yes, damn it, every single blessed and cursed one of themâ€”is poorer than the hardscrabble dirt they till. If they lose a lamb or a harvest or even a single Roman coin with Caesarâ€™s contemptuous profile, theyâ€™ll barely survive the next season. All who just heard Isaiah have hungry children and wives bent and wrinkled before turning thirty. Theyâ€™ve buried too many infants. They know too many widows and orphans.
They are Isaiahâ€™s the poor. They are the ones who futilely dream of good news. But it seems a hollow dream. Clouds donâ€™t have silver linings; there are just more clouds.
He relinquishes the scroll with the scrawled longings of Isaiah to an attendant. Steady hands roll the old, crinkled hopes into a tight cylinder. Someone coughs. A man steps on his neighborâ€™s toes and thereâ€™s a yelp. A door opens and closes. Candles sputter. Flies buzz. An old fellow is sobbing, like he does every Sabbath.
The scroll is tucked away, safe in its proper spot, as harmless as a faded wine stain on a table.
Thereâ€™s a hush. Unexpected silence. No whispering. Even the old man stops weeping. Some see Jesus clearly. Others peer around the shoulders of the worshipers in front of them. There are those with no view, but all wait . . .
It is that moment.
Do you recall that feeling, on the verge of asking your beloved if she or he would marry you?
Do you recall that feeling when you anticipated voicing the awkward words of forgiveness to the friend hurt by your actions?
Do you recall that feeling just before talking about the birth of your child or getting your first â€œrealâ€ job or the acceptance into the college you never thought would say yes to you?
It is the silence before the revealing. It is that moment of hope, promise, possibility, expectation, when what has been dreamed may, might, could, perhaps will become reality.
Not a whisper. Not a cough. Breath is held. All eyes are wide open.
They are no longer poor. They are no longer forgotten. They are no longer without power. The synagogue thrums with hope.
â€œToday,â€ Jesus said, â€œthis scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing.â€