Luke 24:36b-48 – The 3th Sunday of Easter â€“ for April 22, 2012
â€œYou are witnesses of these thingsâ€¦â€ (Luke 24:48)
I swerved, just missed a butterfly smacking me.
Howeverâ€”since Iâ€™m a 200-pound guy, and I rode my bicycle at 20mph, and a goofy-looking helmet protected my nogginâ€”should it be: I avoided hitting a butterfly?
After all, who wouldâ€™ve suffered more from actual impact? Chunky Larry or Madame Butterfly?
Iâ€™d been dashing along the bike trail, admiring the scenery, alert to other bicyclists and the occasional walker, mostly minding my own business. Then, whoosh! On the extreme left side of my peripheral vision, a winged creature spiraled into view. Duckâ€¦swerveâ€¦whoa! All creatures great and small survived the near miss.
It was my second butterfly encounter within the week. A few days before I lounged in a lawn chair after finishing yard work. Just passing the time. Just enjoying a spring afternoon. And then, floating by the orange tree, I spotted a monarch butterfly. For a leisurely moment, the Danaus plexippus did what butterflies do so wondrously well: it flitted about, a splash of brash gold and black against the treeâ€™s green backdrop. Unlike an anxious, frenetic hummingbird or the proverbial buzzing (and so business-like) bee, the butterfly bided its time.
I watched, amazed at how my mind wandered until the insect disappeared into the neighborâ€™s yard.
Didnâ€™t I see more springtime butterflies when I was a kid? Was that because I was a curious kid rather than a busy adult? Or, with the continuing onslaught of asphalt and concrete, with pesticides and global warming, have humans made the world more perilous for monarchs and their fellow winged Lepidopteras? I fear itâ€™s more the latter than the former.
I then thought of Dan, a friend and pastor in the California town of Pacific Grove, the self-proclaimed â€œbutterfly capital of the world.â€ There, monarchs arrive from a two thousand mile journey, creating an annual explosion of fragile glory. Viewing my temporary backyard companion prompted a brief prayer for Dan. I enjoyed the winged reminder of my buddy.
I remembered the Lenten activity done during childrenâ€™s time in worship several years back. One of the pastors on the churchâ€™s staff acquired butterfly cocoons. Every Sunday, each a week closer to Easter, we designed lessons for the kids based on Lentâ€™s preparation and Jesusâ€™ impending emergence from a tomb. From cocoon into butterfly; from Ash Wednesday and on toward Resurrection Sunday.
The winged beauty departed my yard. Here, for a gift of seconds, a fluttering of wings, encouraging an abundance of thoughts and memories. Gone, but I remembered.
One butterfly was a split-second gasp and duck, barely there in my peripheral vision. Another became a luxurious moment of reflection.
After Easter we no longer read scripture about the Bethlehem babe or the teller of tales or the Nazarene who wowed the crowds and threatened the authorities. Here and there, though, according to Gospel snippets, he appeared. Words were spoken. A bit of fish shared and consumed. The disciples didnâ€™t trust their eyes. Joy and disbelief held hands like nervous teens on a first date. Luke gave us Emmaus with its burning hearts. John sketched Thomasâ€™ doubts. The resurrected Jesus appeared . . . and then gone.
Gone. Luke said one of the Nazareneâ€™s last statement was, â€œYou are witnesses of these things.
The cocoon breaks apart. A butterfly emerges. Beauty takes flight.
In our day-to-day faith, in April or December, itâ€™s always after Easter. Now, what of Jesus? Now, what of my witness?
For me, because I fervently believe Jesus called us more to a present relationship with our fellow humans and with the Holy, rather than debate his divinity vs. humanity, Iâ€™m always humbled by the glimpses of glory I experience. A butterfly blazes into my view. I duck. The length of the encounter was less than a singular, splendid tick of the clock. But it reminded me of the immense world around me, the worldâ€”and Godâ€™s waysâ€”which are beyond full knowledge and selfish control.
And yet I remember. You are witnesses, Jesus declared. What will I do today to care for the earth? Here, because of human actions, beauty takes flight or may disappear forever. Here and today, I have friends and strangers to keep in prayer and to share a life with. Here and today, as I gather with children to observe a cocoonâ€”for weeks a still and somber shellâ€”I tell them stories about forgiveness that long to open hearts and heal wounds. And I learn from those same children, for I know almost nothing.
Zhuangzi, the 4th Century BCE Chinese philosopher, legendarily dreamed of a butterfly. Awake, he posed the fanciful conundrum: was I a human dreaming the butterfly, or a butterfly dreaming about being human? Whether a serious or playful puzzle, his question prompts other responses to Jesusâ€™ statement. As a faith-filled witness, help me remember my view or opinion isnâ€™t the only way to see or experience or dream Godâ€™s gift of creation.
Itâ€™s always after Easter. Awake, and today, I will be called to witness.
*This reflection was first written in 2009. I revised it and used it â€œagainâ€ because I took a vacation and thought a rerun would be just fine. What a chump, huh?